So this was my first video I ever made unboxing a subscription box. This fact is very obvious to my closest friends. Over a late night decaf coffee, out in a dark, still, starry Oklahoma night on a patio, processing how hard marriage is and asking for their prayers for mine, they still were able to laugh at me. They mercilessly teased me when the subject of my random youtube channel came up. Mostly about the Steve Carrell, Anchorman-esque stammering towards the beginning of the video. It’s awkward and I love it. So are most first live performances, I guess if we looked back at some people’s first tries. (Come on, roll with me guys…just go with it.) For that, I kind of love this video. It marks my awkward beginnings. Pretty dang awkward.